~Keruri-Aohoshi

Thank you all so much for your kind words. They meant a lot more than you know.

Finally, though, the truth's going to be announced today (30 minutes in the school convocation; I'm going to CRY) and they're going to be okay. I'm worried, though. Why are we celebrating something like this? What came over their minds? I can't even grasp the concept.

I went to public school and knew about smoking and drug use and all of that. People smoke and drank in the back bathrooms every day. But in my private school, where we have to sign every single paper with "I pledge my honour" and follow a STRICT honour code, I never thought something like this would happen. Much less to them. How could they be so STUPID?

I still love you guys. I don't know what came over you, but I still love you with all that I am.

I don't know if I can make it through today while putting up this facade. I'm not okay. Everybody knows it, but I'm not ready to admit it.

The hardest thing is to sit here and wait. Today will be such a reminder. News spreads like wildfire. The whole school knew by the end of yesterday.

I broke down during economics and cried like the insane, pitiful being I am.

I'm scared. So incredibly scared. I really, truly am.

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If anyone understands this, I will love you forever.

I'm in the process of going through each deviation in my gallery and marking its status. For example, "kept" means that I still own it. "Framed" means that it's in a frame, on my wall, or somewhere other than loose in my room. "Mailed to _____" means that I mailed it to _____. Photographs have no hard copy, so I'm leaving them be. XD

FINALLY. POKEMON FANDUB CLIIIIP. WATCH. *turns off caps-lock* I still need Ash.... PM me if you're interested in auditioning, please~

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This page is currently being passed around the entire grade at Berkeley, and some of the 11th grade as well! I'm extremely flattered, but in a way, I'm completely embarrassed.... >//<

If anyone from school is here, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. And of course, I'm grateful to everyone else as well! *bow*

Best regards- Keruri